Perhaps, I never change myself to be better than last time.

Omfg. Do anyone of you realize that the time passes sooooooooooooooooooooooo..fast?? and It's December now! 2009 is going to end soon and 2010 is comin' which means still left few more months for me before Im nineteen. Stress! Stress! Stress! I got hell lots of thing to do on next year for sure, and even my plans for the trip before I step into the first year of degree. Aussie trip can't make it due to my parents forced me to continue my study on next year February, so I have to plan for another short-honeymoon trip with the bf before I can get into the college again.

Talk about x'mas present, the bf and I were discussed about this few weeks ago. Ya, as you know both of us are those materialistic person so whenever come to present, we don't play surprise surprise as it might probably get disappointment at the end. Straight to the point is always the easiest and best for us instead of thinking too long to get what for each other. However, the saddest case still happens, he has to work on public holiday so we would celebrate our own Christmas one week earlier before the exact day. Haiya I know, totally potong steam mah- Cus I still remember last year Christmas I was staying at home for the damn whole day and doing nothing :( Well, his xmas present I already gave it to him, and now, just left mine he not yet give it to me. He sponsors me some cash to buy whatever I like, you supposed me to be happy right? In fact, Im not!
Cuz I've been thinking for so long, how should I spend it? Gahhh..! I wish I could keep the money but the bf doesn't allow me to do so or else he will take back the money. See. This is the reason why I headache about it.

From bag to clothes, clothes to accessories, I got everything I want from him and my mom. Perhaps, some skincare or cosmetics? But I really seldom make up nowadays and I don't wish to spend on it, anymore. Clothes? Idk, but I feel that I already have enough clothes in my wardrobe. Shoes? Perfume? or... What?? ?? ?? ??

Honestly, I never had this problem before. I mean, seriously! Could anyone gimme some useful opinion or suggestion?? I really don't know what Im interested in nowadays. No, it still has one in my xmas wishlist. Dior Le Trente which I waited for so long but the bf still can't afford to buy me cus it costs 4.8k. Whoa! Bloody expensive loh!! So I asked my mom to buy me when she was in Taiwan but she couldn't found any Dior store in there. :'(

Aight, I really need some clues what should I get for my xmas present and Im totally depress right now.

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Mom yesterday gave me a sudden call from Taiwan and she asked me whether I need anything from Burberry or not. Don't doubt me, I would definitely say Yes in this situation. I switched on my lappie again and hunted for Burberry bag from us.burberry. And I even sent her mms for the bag I wanted but I got no idea why she can get me the wrong one. Totally swt =_= loh when I saw the bag! But still, have to thanks her for bought me the bag on last minute before she left Taiwan.

Am hunting for wallet since my Gucci wallet already..hmmm... Idk how to describe it, it doesn't look like last time anymore and I have to said that, GXCXI canvas is suck till the max! (*&^%$#) But the bf promised to buy me a Burberry one on our 2nd anniversary. Woohooo~ still have 7 months to go but I just can't wait to get it now :)

Im glad that I have my mom and bf sayang and pamper me lots.

It's nauseating,I hate to say that, but I still want to say: Ily

念。你。